whats in a name

what’s in a name In a close name contest between Groker and Mr. Sushi, Mr. Sushi edged out Groker in a 8 to 7 win, but remember were all winners here. Katy, congratulations! Ill be in touch so you can redeem your prize. What’s in a name I don’t watch much TV anymore and I’m a little behind when it comes to pop culture references, pop music and the like. If it wasn’t for facebook and my two teenagers, I’d be hopelessly inept at water cooler conversation. Around the time of the Oscars a few months back, I was prowling around on my laptop and I came across a post on my facebook wall from one of my very successful female engineer friends. She is a highly respected public speaker, a big First Robotics proponent, and a champion of all things STEM. She was watching the Oscars that night and she was mad. Her post went something like this: “Congratulations nerds Really Mr. Franco? The technical awards go to engineers and scientists that make most of these actors and actresses look good. And they amaze us with their visual feats. Not to mention their inventions can be applied to medicine and other areasnerds? “ Because I work at MIT and I have come to love the word nerd, I was quick to post a reply that said something about nerd pride and it being a badge of honor to be called a nerd in my book. But the ensuing string of comments didn’t agree with me at all. Her own middle school-aged son thought it was mean for someone at the Oscars to be using that term on television. And yet, we here at MIT do it all the time. She posted back that it was an insulting term, and she cited Wikipedia as agreeing with her. I was surprised. I thought that the word nerd had gone through somewhat of a transformation lately, with the likes of journalists such as LZ Granderson, a CNN contributor, proclaiming that he is raising his own son to be a nerd. And Ann Hoevel trying to sort out the various definitions of the words geek and nerd in this CNN feature article. But Jessica Bruder, writing in the New York Times in a recent Sunday book review is suggesting that maybe us 40- somethings might be doing our kids a disservice when we brag about our own geekiness and nerdiness in hindsight. Maybe in the general public, in the normal high school environment, the word nerd hasn’t caught on as a cool term at all. All these questions remind me of a time when I was coming out as gay in my 30s, when I was a suburban mom of two who was recently separated from the man I had been married to for 9 years, the father of my kids, and I was cleaning the house on a warm summer day. The windows were open and I was watching my grade school boys in the front yard playing with all the neighborhood kids. This pack of boys liked to tease the youngest one in the crowd- my youngest-and this day was no different than many. I could see them all on the patch of lawn across the street with their baseball mits in hand, and their scooters tossed on their sides in the driveway, and I heard my youngest son pull away from the crowd, throw his baseball mitt across the yard and yell really loudly. I am not a lesbian! I wiped the instant smile off my face and sprang into action. “Boys! I yelled out the window. I want to see all of you here right this minute.” When I had them all assembled in a semi circle around my front steps, me standing in the doorway with my dustrag in my hand, and my youngest son wiping tears away from his eyes and scowling behind me, I said. Which one of you knows what the word lesbian means? The crowd of wide-eyed fearful faces stared back at me silent. My oldest son finally piped up and proudly said to the rest. It means a woman who loves another woman. Exactly. I said back. That’s exactly right. So why are you calling Aidan a lesbian? Silence. If you want to call Aidan stupid, then call him stupid. But don’t call him a lesbian because that’s not what the word means. Ok? Now who wants popsicles?” They didn’t know what to do with that word, it had never entered their world at all in our quiet, tree- lined suburban town until recently. And I suspected, not in a very clear light when it did. It seemed to them fair game to use it as a pejorative. I had to laugh because I had no real use for the word either. It didn’t fit me at all. I was relieved when several years later I discovered that intellectuals at Harvard and Berkeley had reclaimed the word Queer and I chose that for my own for a short time, even writing my masters thesis on the performance aspects of gender and reading Margaret Fuller’s contributions to the romantic canon as decidedly “queer.” “But mom, my now older boys would implore, “isn’t that a bad word? Why do you want to use that word? And my college art school friends would scoff “Oh cut it out, you are so NOT queer.” So what’s in a name anyway? Are we making too much of the word nerd? Not enough at all? Maybe it is time for proud MIT nerds to reclaim the word and update wikipedia with a full and modern definition? Because the young nerds I know are math and science whizzes, they find joy in solving puzzles, take part in trivia sparring, and spend their summers solving calculus problems. But many of these same so-called geeky kids also jump on their bikes and ride all over Cambridge, they are expert athletes, find time for art exhibits, and chill with their friends in bars in Boston. They are all over MIT and they are nothing short of awesome.